I think I don't really know.

Yes, that's what I do think. I don't really know what is going on. As always it's a meaningless fighting between logic and mind. Of course the brain is not logic at all! Certain people are so proud of their logic and to behave like they were really numerical codes. I feel like trapped by a web. I always thought two body problem was a joke. But here is a network of interests where my reasons dissolve like bubbles...